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I've given you a chance time after time

But, it seems to me you add up each crime

That I've seem to of committed to you

But, now I see things just won't do



You glare at me with disappointed eyes

As if I have told you some nasty lies

When I wasn't the one bringing you down

Yet, you snort at me and frown



Well, fuck you too, I don't care

I'll make it through, this I swear

You've made it clear, that you won't be there

And I don't really fucking care



Who are you to threaten me?

When you where the one that made it be

Apparent that you didn't want me in your life

And this sad truth cut me like a knife



I was born in your family, but not the same

And your cruel jokes have grown rather plain

You'll belittle me so you can feel big

But, all you are is some stupid pig



And you think that I'm a disappointment

When I've made the appointment

To move out of your home

because I'm better off on my own



You were never a great father to me

But, this is not what you see

You don't remember the yelling you did

How you acted like a little kid



Getting in my face about something small

Just so then you could feel like you were tall

You're an ignorant man, and I don't care

I'll prove you wrong, this I swear



I'm going to make it, just you see

And you won't be a part of me

I'll write books and make it big

And I'll write about the pig



That I lived with for most of my life

How he cut at me, and brought me down with a knife

How he wanted to keep me down

How he gagged me so I wouldn't make a sound



How he did all of this

And How I trembled against my fist

To hold composure, not to let go

How I didn't twitch, nor let anger show



My resent that I could hold deep

And how my eyes remained dry, how I keep

All the fabricated happiness out for mom

And did it even more for high school prom



I'll write a book about you

How you were unfit to do

Me as a father, you wait an see

Just how much you mean to me



So keep staring, give me a nasty look

This I'll write down in an awarding winning book

You'll not hear the end of it! Just like I never did!

When I was small, and a frightened kid



You'll not have the last laugh stupid fuck!

You've run out of time, pushed your luck!

And I've grown rather cold

As well as grown bold



But, you did this father of mine

You weren't very kind

To give me alittle more care

And now nothing seems rather fair



You never had the right to stare like you do

But, this will all become just a run through

Of memories of older times

When I didn't commit such crimes



At least then in your eyes

I couldn't tell you any lies

But, you don't get it! You never will!

You are murderer, your eyes shot to kill



They burnt a whole in my soul

This I never would of told

But, you just want to keep bringing me down

Until I'm underneath you, buried in the ground



I won't go down, without a fight!

I'm much stronger, than you think, alright!

Go ahead do your worst, but remember I'll come back

I'll bring more supplies, do another attack



I'm younger father, you keep getting old

And I've gone from warm to icy cold.